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Friday, May 27, 2011 Foolishness. I wonder if the muscle fibers of the heart will break when it feels as if it's being contracted too much. Heart is where the feelings cone from isn't it? I wonder if tears will run out. I wonder how do you stop the involuntary action of tears of pain and anguish. I need you. But I don't want to. Love is that painful after all. I thought we could be special... Heart, stop beating will you, for it hurts so so so much. Lay still. Imagine the deep red fluid flowing out easing the pain. Feels consoling.. Paranoia. Alert. I am going crazy, slipping into depression, says the brain. Homeostasis reaction nil. No one can mend it anymore? The defense has been broken down by you. Let it flow, it escape.. May peace return..